hehz. sorry for that bout of emo-ism this afternoon. after a good therapy of a mix of anime, manga and cheng yu learning. don't ask about that last part :P anyway. i've got my whole plan figured out in my head now ^^ so yay! im back to normal :D no worries :P
sorry. was just bored, so i came back to blog-_- amazing eh? 2 months later and im STILL blogging regularly :D yay me! :P
i am emo-ing. seriously emo-ing.
emo emo emo
i hate being emo ): i can't enjoy things when im emo. i just ate an entire chocolate bar without smiling or anything. which i normally do. smile when im eating a chocolate bar i mean. cuz it's so yummy and all :P
but this time i didn't. no prizes to guess why.
I HATE SEC 4 YEAR!!!!
yes i do. because it's off to a horrible start and to make things worse, i just had to be the genius who got into the top 5 last year in class -_- gosshh. this'll only make my this term marks look worse. way way worse.
actually im mostly emo-ing cuz i don't even want to think about my parents' reaction when they see my results. hmm. whoch would be worse? to give them all to them at one go, with no mental preparation, but get the huge scolding or make-me-feel-ultra-guilty face, or to give like 3 a day to them? then there'll be a lesser chance of giving them a heart attack.
gahhh. i dunno what i'll do T_T and the fact that i not only have zero As, but an E/F too (i heard their moderating the A Maths up by 7 marks. i still fail, but at least i don't have an F anymore. it'll be an E! which isn't so bad, cuz i think i've gotten an E before :P yea! a still-"clean" record :D). my parents'll just die. figuratively, of course, but i won't hear the end of it. 3 months on non-stop mugging, here i come -_-
actually, to be honest, i can't be sure that i have no As yet, since i haven't gotten back my Lit and English yet (both being marked by koh ee lin-_- why am i not surprised). but my English im betting all my money that i won't hit A (that's a figure of speech, btw :P) cuz i've never ever gotten an A for CA English before. except in sec 1. which doesn't count :P. and Lit is a lost cause. so yea. no As for me there either -_- a B3 at the max
ok. i am taking my mind off this. i am gonna do absolutely nothing today. NOTHING. i will use the comp all day today. yes i will. i am going to turn into a mindless-anime-watching zombie, so that it won't be so bad when i face my parents
but i'll wake up in time to study for Mid-years, of course. if this happens again, especially this year, i seriously don't think i'll be able to survive. i'll be murdered in my bed, most likely.
oh wells. im going into mindless-zombie mode now. gonna watch anime
bah. just kill me. JUST KILL ME
k, this post will be devoting to venting at myself^^ so if you get bored, just be assured that i think i'll be typing more or less the same thing over and over again. so feel free to not read this post :P haha. cuz i get the feeling people are getting bored of reading my daily life stories of myself-_-hehez
anyway.moving on to the venting.
OH MY GOSH I GOT BACK MY A MATHS PAPER TODAY AND CAN I JUST SAY THAT I AM SO SO SO SO SO SO SO PISSED AT MYSELF?????EEEEEEEAAAARGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
seriously la. it's like... omg, just can't even begin to describe my. pissedness-_- garrrhh. just keeell me. it's like, i lost..oh, i dunno, about 20 marks thanks to carelessness?? carelessness????? i can't lose marks to carelessness! especially not 20 MARKS!!!
rargh. not trying to boast or whatever, in case anyone takes it the wrong way, but last year, i maintained A1s throughout the year. so it's like majorly majorly horrible if the first thing i get this year is an F.
which i did by the way. get an F i mean.
*noooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo...........*
yup.
that is why i want to die.
because, sadly, i only prepared my parents for a C. and even then they already didn't quite believe me. so how are they gonna react when i bring home an F????? i have the answer to that question. they will either:
a. kill themselves
b. kill me
c. make that disappointed face which will make me wanna kill myself
d. get my auntie to take up a course on brainwashing, then send me to malaysia forever to let her give me tuition (aka brainwash)
please choose any one of the above, or all of them too, if you wish
so. this basically summarises the reason why my head now is in utter turmoil. literally. i can feel the feelings and thoughts and stuff swimming around and around my head, mixing together to become this. blackish-purplish thing-_-
and so i have decided to brainwash myself into delirious oblivion by watching the bang bang tang dvd and anime! :D
yeesh, all my days are blending together now, i realise. everyday's the same thing, and time's just flying by WAAAY too FAST! -.- zzz. sucks la. it's like, nearing the ending of feb ALREADY! gosh. and i still feel like it's january. like just just after dec hols. gahhh.
anyway. today was pretty regular, as you probably guessed. had chinese test today and im so gonna fail it cuz
a. i always do anyway -_- and
b. all the yan yus that came out were the ones we learnt like a month ago or something and so obviously i couldn't remember any
c. all the guan yus that came out were those that we're supposed to learn like, oh i don't know, 2 months from now or something?? -_-
so yea. a fail's definite.
but whatever. it's not like im not used to it by now :P anyway
the rest of the day was pretty much normal. lessons (hahaha, Lit was so funny cuz mrs koh scolded me for talking so many times. dunno why, but i found it so amusing :P haha.) , stone, lessons. same old same old -_- then came... (deja vu coming up)

today was the OFFICIAL end of the CTs! :DDD yay yay happiness! no more late nights for me! ^^ at least, for the next month or so. i hope :X
anyway. hmm. today was A Maths and Bio. yesterday was Chem. Chem wasn't so bad. except that i didn't have time to finish-_-practically no one finished la, as far as i know. mostly :P so yea. that's a comfort :D and then there's today. completely different story.
A Maths was HORRIBLE!!!! it was so hard!! and i only completed like half the paper or something-_- out of the 5 qns, i could only properly do ONE. ONE!!!! that's like, 20%!! the rest i could either only do a quarter/half, if not i did and got some weirdo answer that was obviously wrong. so now im relying completely on methods marks to pull me through-_- haha. for most of the qns i didn't know how to do i just left the whole thing blank except for useless stuff, like centre and radius of the damn circle :P haha. i thought that was funny :P
anyway. after A Maths was bio. which was like chicken feet compared to that stupid A Maths paper. like, half the MCQ qns came from TYS! *sings* haha. and i was actually able to complete the paper 5 mins before hand :P hopefully i'll score okay for Bio -.-
anyway. spent the rest of the day doing the usual. and then... me, sabrina and denyce went out to heartland to buy some stuff and i ended up spending myself broke -_- again. first thing i do after common tests finish: what else but spend myself into starvation -.- zzz. ah wells. at least i can take pride in the fact that most of what i spent wasn't on myself :P it was on valentines day gifts! :D so all you people who receive from me, be thankful and remember that i had to fast to get them for you :PP hahaha. jkjk.
that's about all :P haha. didn't do much after that. came home. watched youtube. blogged. fullstop :P
haiz. rest one day and tmr it's back to studying-_- or at least, finishing up my homework :D
hello.
this'll just be a short lil post (haha. why do i feel deja vu as im typing this? :D hahaha) cuz i should really get started on my chem notes. still got notes on atmosphere and envorinment and bio notes on respiration to do. not to mention practising A Maths and Chem. and memorising Chem stuff-_-
all this to do in one day. can i do it? YES I CAN! :D
ok. sorry. that was just a random flashback of Bob-the-Builder :P hehx
actually, there's nothing much to blog about. other than erm. the fact that yesterday was quite unproductive (why am i not surprised?-.-) and that today... i haven't done anything other than highlight the textbook-_-
yup.
absolutely nothing to blog about. lols. there isn't any point at all in this post -_- so i shall just end it here -.-
haha. for once i actually have a short post unintentionally :D sort of. hehe. yay me! :P
hooray! CTs are more than half over! :DD
actually, i don't know why im so happy about this-_- to me, having the CTs now is just like any other regular day, except with just a few more tests than normal. seriously la! it's like, everyday there's a test anyway, and even if there isn't a test that day, i'd just be busy studying for the next test, which would be coming like the day after or something-_- okay, i won't be studying, but everyone else will and i'd just feel equally stressed:P
anyway. today was the EGeog and E Maths paper. ehhmmmm. i thought the E Maths paper was okay :) quite easy, actually, for a CT. the EGeog paper, on the other hand, is a completely different story... and i shall tell it, because im actually FREE now. so called. i'll study later :P
anyway. it's like, i got less than 4 hrs of sleep last night, so i was like damn tired and moody when i got to school. and i still had to continue studying for stupid geog-_- then come assembly and sab and shir tell me GMs aren't tested, when judy wong said it was. but then again, i trust sab and shir way more than i trust judy wong. she's so clueless la! but whatever. i memorised some GM stuff anyway. in the end, IT REALLY DIDN'T COME OUT. gosh. i could have killed judy wong you know. i spent over an hour on it last night PLUS i wasted like more than 10 pieces of paper printing out the stupid reports and statistics, which she made us all promise to do. goshhhh.
so anyway. seeing as how i crammed all my geog studying into like 3-4 hours, nothing really went in after a while. and so yea. in a nutshell, the paper sucked
but i shall not dwell on that :D what's done's done. and i have my Punjab report to be proud of (not trying to boast or whatever, but heehee, i got full marks! :OO shock shock happiness ^^) !
hehx. k then. anyway. i fully intend to study over the weekend. yes i will. i will i will i will.
hmm. what else. nothing really. erm. nope, nothing. at all-_- geez. my life seems quite boring now. sighs.
oh well. at least i have an anime to look forward to tonight! :D
gosh-___-
hello this will be a reeeeaally quick little post because i still have like God knows how many pages of Geog to study. not to mention E Maths-_- just came online to retrieve the Geog notes :D then shun bian blog too lo:P
anyway. now is COMMON TESTS and today i had SS and lit. SS wasn't so bad :) i love Iraq. so easy to study. now lit. lit was TERRIBLE and it's ALL KOHEELIN'S FAULT. i won't go into details, but lets just say, i seriously don't think she does ANYTHING related to her students in her free time. seriously. even the notes, which she emphasized to me yesterday as being "very very important" , sucked. useless. the content's okay, but nothing in there had anything to do with what came out in the common test today la! >:( so angry. i like didn't memorise any quotes that could be used, so i ended up either not using " " s or just like writing e.g the part where they quarrelled-_- so specific, i know.
k anyway. shall be ending this post soon. just would like to add that:
1. im sooo proud of myself because i actually listened and took notes during Ms Ferng's periods today and on Tuesday! :D *proudness* first time :P
2. MCs are officially my best friend :D i shall try to make more of them in the coming future :P oh yes, and i love the fact that i tripped on the stairs on Monday and like, i dunno, tore my tendon/muscle or something along those lines :P hahaha. i got EMCEEEEEEEEEEEE :P i hope i sprain my ankle next or something. seriously. i realise it won't really affect my daily activites much. i'll just hoble around, but since i already move so slowly now, i'll probably be going at the same spped hobbling. plus i'll manage to skip out on physical activities :D the only downside is that it'll hurt. which is a price im willing to pay :PPP hehx
ok.
-post ended-
time to study
ok. this is just going to be a teeny lil post. very short. then, im OFF TO STUDY.
seriously. someone really needs to push me into studying. i can't bring myself to do it-_- i totally meant to do some work yesterday, but in the end i spent like...90% of the day reading my book :X hehx. the other 10% i just highlighted ss stuff-_-
ok. first thing i do when i finish reading my book: im gonna read anne of green gables. that should bore me enough into studying :D now lets just hope i finish my book soon :P
eeks. my father's home. he's gonna nag me into studying. not that i don't need it. i just don't like being nagged much :P which could be a good thing. it means it'll actually work. yay.
k. that's it for the post :P haha. just a post to complain about myself :P ok that's it. im logging off now.
zzz. this is turning out to be a boooring chinese new year-_- it looks like i'll be staying at home for the next 2 and a hlf days STUDYING -___-
lols, actually, i noe i should've been doing this for the past 2 years, seeing as how the common test are always the week after CNY. but seriously. im totally not in the mood to study at all. given the choice, studying would be the last thing on my mind-_-
zzz.ah wells. i'll get around to it later :D dun wanna dwell on such.. erm.. unpleasent stuff :) instead, i shall recap ytd xD
ok. erm, lets see. i guess ytd started with the morning, where i went to bed at 4.30am :D hahaha. that was fun. been a while since i've been able to stay up as late as i wanted to just for fun and to do whatever i wanted to do ^^ then got up at about 10, and went over to my god-grandparents' place for lunch. didn't do much there. just ate and talked. and collected hongbao money :DD oh yea,and played cards with my god bro and sis-_-haha. played tytee until we nearly died of sianness. sort of. haha. it was funny though :P
then, went home and stayed there until like 6+. i watched anime the entire time-__- then left for my godmother's house. that was the funner visit of the day. notice i used "funner" instead of "funnest". that would be cuz i only visited 2 houses the entire day =__= it's the same thing every year. sighs. ah wells. continuing. lets see. we played Mah-jong first. lols who knew it could be so fun la pls! even though i sucked at it since it was like my first time playing. i played like 10 games or something and didn't win a single one-_- how sad. and i got soo close to winning too. like, 1 or 2 times :P zzz. ah wells. then, after we ate, and after playing more Mah-jong, we played Jenga. cuz Neil got so bored he started stacking the Mah-jong tiles up to make a pyramid -__- zzz. Jenga was fun, if not a bit of a disaster. Neil kept being over-ambitious and the thing kept toppling. but it was damn funny xD cuz him and Sean kept arguing. hahahaha. so amusing :P never knew playing Jenga was so fun until i played ytd. cuz i normally play with like just girls, and the last time i played was at church, with my church friends, who are..how to say..not so ra-ra. so it was like *take*...*take*...*take*..(this was all done in silence btw)..*take-topple* "oops." *start stacking again*
-_- so you see, not exactly as exciting as yesterday's game. which involved much shouting and laughing. and flicking :P lols.
and i realise something else. Sean looks very very much like Mr David Lim (E Maths teacher)
lols. just a random piece of info i thought interesting :P hehe
hmm. after that we went home. end of the best and only interesting day of my CNY 2008 -_- sighs. sad life.
ah wells. now i gotta go back to fretting over chem SPA.
WHEN THE HELL IS IT????=_____=
hello!it's 1am and im still awake. cuz im a filial child and i want my parents to live as long as possible :PPP
haha. im like stuffing myself with sweets and i drank coffee milk just now and im watching anime. at the rate im going at, what with the high intake of sugar and caffeine and.. erm... the many funny anime characters (not to mention the utterly shuai and cute guys :D), i don't think im ever gonna get to sleep. haha. my parents will live forever!:P lols. for some reason, i don't think they'll really appreciate me for that-_-hahaha.
sorry. feeling kinda random now. (sugar+caffeine) x late at night = not very healthy or the body or mind-.-
bah. gonna continue with the mindless gorging and tv watching:D just took a quick break and decided to blog for a bit:D even though i just did like... erm.. a few hours ago:P ah whatever. happy chinese new year(officially)! :D
happy chinese new year everyone!:D saying this early cuz im not sure if i'll be going online anytime in the next 2 days :P haha. that's what im saying now anyway:P
anyway. just got back. had chinese new year celebrations today. which was kinda boring but also kinda fun. certain parts ;) so sad! my last chinese new year celebration in PL :( sighs. ah wells.all things come and go.
anyway, asides from some of the more not so nice (sorry) performances, the whole thing was quite funny. especially the teacher's "skit" (it wasn't even a skit. they just dressed up and went on stage to wave things like paper cactuses and minnie mouses around-_- but it was funny nevertheless:D ms ferng wore the school U!! goshh. so funny pls. tie 2 ponytail somemore. but i realise all the teachers who aore the sch U looked like extra short o.O it's either cuz they're not wearing heels or the sch uniform is designed to make us look shorter than we really are-.-) . so funnyyyy:D couldn't stop laughing. hahahaha. at one point the teacher on stage asked the whole sch to stand up too, to sing along, and my class was like being extra enthu since it was our last year and all and we all stood up. in the end, we became the only class standing up in the entire hall, clapping away by ourselves=_= lols. cuz we were behind and no one realised we had stood up untilw e started like shouting along to the chorus(only) and clapping like extra loud-_- hahaha everyone was staring. so funny. hahaha!
k then hmm. after that, my class had to go for some moronic photoshoot. haha, photoshoot. makes us sound like models :PPP hahaha. anyway. we had to like undergo some inspection from ms loh (on attire). everyone whom she commented on had to go tootify themselves-_- i was one of them. had to pin up my fringe D: gosh. took so long la, trying to pin up my fringe but still look good. what's the point of being in a photoshoot if i look gross? but whatever. after about 10-15 mins of experimenting with my hair and another 15-20 mins of stoning, they suddenly didn't need us anymore=____= wth la! although they did warn us that we were just standby, but still...
oh yes. i also want to add that the sch gave us goodie bags for chinese new year. whoopie! but, there's a fault to the goodie bag:
it was EMPTY! -________-" that's right, we got a free paper bag with the word "福" printed on it. yippee-__- so retarded pls
after that nothing much la. bought macs and had to go searching for a place to eat since it was too crowded and then went parkway to try and pick up the free posters which i was SUPPOSED to get yesterday but didn't ): in the end no stock. so sad T_T sigh. ah wells. then, to cheer myself up, iw ent to comics connection and blew off some more of my savings. but not on celebrity merchandise. on manga!:D hehe. that's something to be proud of :PP
ooh yes. and here's a really funny comic on harry potter:D super stupid. hahaha
p.s there're spoilers here,so if you haven't read Harry Potter and the Deathly Hallows, stay away :P
p.s.s you have to go to the website to view it up close-_- sorry :X just keep clicking on the picture until you get to a new webpage and the comic is huge :P


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hello! im back! after 2 whole days! :DD
hehe.anw. feeling kinda high now. because...
TODAY I COLLECTED THE FEI LUN HAI GONG ZAI+BOUGHT MY OWN SET OF THE TWILIGHT SERIES!!!!!:D
okay, the flh gongzai was a tad disappointing cuz they all look kinda evil, but it won't be hard to brainwash myself into thinking they all rock:D haha. but they're really okay la.
and i bought the twilight series(omg omg omg omg omg!!:D) !!!!!!so excited to open it and like see all the extra stuff i got. i bought the like box set and got 2 COLOUR POSTERS PLUS FREE TATTOO!!!! hahahaha. excited~ :P
other than those..hmm..lets see..i pre-ordered the new simple plan album (free tee!:D) andd...oh, picked up tank's new album :P so hahaha, overall, i went on a so-called shopping spree and just about spent myself broke-_-i now have exactly...$1.25 tomorrow-___-cuz i had to take taxi home with lynette. was lugging around way too much stuff to take bus. my fingers just about lost their usefulness. as did my legs-_- i now have a permanent muscle ache.
oh ya. can you believe, yesterday i played a lil bit of badminton and this morning i woke up with a muscle ache in my leg and arm?omg i only just realised the cause of the muscle ache and i couldn't stop laughing. soooo funny. im so unfit. hahahahaha!xD
ok. in an attempt to keep my posts short, im gonna end here:D not bad. reasonably short post. for me anyway:D
hehe. i realise i really do blog too much :P ah wells. i have many things on my mind :DD anyway. the highlight of today is...

I BOUGHT MY FEI LUN HAI GAI BAN OMG YAY YAY YAY!!!!! :D so happy :P heehee.

yup. saw it while walking around vivo today shopping for CNY clothes. i bought it on the spot :P too bad it doesn't come with free stuff :( oh wait. maybe it does! maybe it's inside. haven't checked-_- nvm.

another highlight: i've finished the twilight series!!! T___T noooo.....

so sad. can't wait for the next book to come out :X eee! i excited just thinking about it XD haha. but it's a damn nice series. seriously :P haha

and i saw the casting for the twilight movie the other day, and omg im disgusted. k, maybe bella is okay enough. not quite bella, but maybe it's cuz i have high expectations :X but they destroyed edward!!!! T_T


(the guy who SO should have been cast as edward)
Gaspard Ulliel:

(the moron guy who got the part instead)

Robert Pattison:

ew pls! can you believe robert pattison actually played cedric diggory in harry potter? what did he do to himself?? -_- yucks.

i think he looks like way too smug and evil to be edward:X gaspard ulliel's much better suited :D

ok then. better go. still got lots more homework to be done and im still blogging-_- ttfn! :D

hello! haha i just totally had to blog today. dunno why. just this overwhelming urge to :P haha. anyway, today was quite eventful. mainly cuz of bio SPA and GB :P anyways. both didn't go over that badly ^^ so that's good :D
hmm. lets see. bio SPA was like totally totally TOTALLY scary until i actually walked into the lab -_- strabge right? i've got it backwards. but whatever. it's a good thing, in a way, kind of. anyway, the scene of te 2 free periods we had before the SPA (mr low didn't come :D) was like so hilarious, i would've laughed and laughed and laughed if i wasn't so scared. like, about half the class was missing from the classroom, and i discovered during a trip to the toilet and most of the missing class was there. in the toilet. studying for bio.
hahahahahaha omg now that i look at it it looks and sounds so funny :D hahahaha.
but i guess i can empathise. it's like, in class i kept hearing "O LEVEL SPA!!!REAL SPA!!!" and seriously, it was so distracting and unnerving. so obviously everyone would've fled to the toilet. hahaha. still funny though:P anyway. it was like, i couldn't find anything t study, cuz the topic was osmosis and diffusion, so there's nothing much to study in the first place (i was right while deluding myself yesterday. HA! :D) so basically, i kept wanting to study, just to make myself feel better, but there was nothing to study-_- as far as i knew, anyway. so there i was, sitting there doing nothing, with like this voice going in my head "bio SPA, bio SPA, bio SPA..." so irritating. but true. still. i was so scared that i was like to the point of hysterics. seriously. i kept laughing. not humourous laughter. just laughter. like, no emotion laughter. dry laughter, thats the word :D so yea. i was like that scared. so i was like just deluding myself at that point. you know, filling my head with happy things and not thinking about my impending doom. which turned out to be quite okay :D yea. that's basicaly it. we went over to the lab about 10 mins early or something. God gave us a thunderstorm :D which was PERFECT for the SPA, cuz it sort of took our minds off things. made it noisier too :P anyway. when i went in i was surprisingly calm. except, of course, when i drew my graph and table and when i was cutting the potato. those sort of things is always the cue for my hands to start shaking-_- but it turned out okay in the end, i guess.
wow. i realise i have rambled on for quite a long time now-_- shall summarise the GB part of the day then:D it was, to put it shortly, very very very very long.
haha, a paradox!:P
anyway. yea. 3 hr meetings are bad enough, so i guess i saw it coming for this4 and a half hr one:P but still. nearly drove me mad. although it was fun in a way, cuz we mostly just fooled around most of the time:D the food was quite nice.
that's my summary:D k, my tv show's starting, so im off! :D

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