Thursday, February 28, 2008 ♥
emo
i am emo-ing. seriously emo-ing.
emo emo emo
i hate being emo ): i can't enjoy things when im emo. i just ate an entire chocolate bar without smiling or anything. which i normally do. smile when im eating a chocolate bar i mean. cuz it's so yummy and all :P
but this time i didn't. no prizes to guess why.
I HATE SEC 4 YEAR!!!!
yes i do. because it's off to a horrible start and to make things worse, i just
had to be the genius who got into the top 5 last year in class -_- gosshh. this'll only make my this term marks look worse.
way way worse.
actually im mostly emo-ing cuz i don't even want to
think about my parents' reaction when they see my results. hmm. whoch would be worse? to give them all to them at one go, with no mental preparation, but get the huge scolding or make-me-feel-ultra-guilty face, or to give like 3 a day to them? then there'll be a lesser chance of giving them a heart attack.
gahhh. i dunno what i'll do T_T and the fact that i not only have
zero As, but an
E/F too (i heard their moderating the A Maths up by 7 marks. i still fail, but at least i don't have an F anymore. it'll be an E! which isn't so bad, cuz i think i've gotten an E before :P yea! a still-"clean" record :D). my parents'll just die. figuratively, of course, but i won't hear the end of it. 3 months on non-stop mugging, here i come -_-
actually, to be honest, i can't be sure that i have no As yet, since i haven't gotten back my Lit and English yet (both being marked by koh ee lin-_- why am i not surprised). but my English im betting all my money that i won't hit A (that's a figure of speech, btw :P) cuz i've never
ever gotten an A for CA English before. except in sec 1. which doesn't count :P. and Lit is a lost cause. so yea. no As for me there either -_- a B3 at the max
ok. i am taking my mind off this. i am gonna do
absolutely nothing today. NOTHING. i will use the comp all day today. yes i will. i am going to turn into a mindless-anime-watching zombie, so that it won't be so bad when i face my parents
but i'll wake up in time to study for Mid-years, of course. if this happens again, especially this year, i seriously don't think i'll be able to survive. i'll be murdered in my bed, most likely.
oh wells. im going into mindless-zombie mode now. gonna watch anime
