Monday, February 25, 2008 ♥
OHMYYGOSHHHHH
bah. just kill me. JUST KILL ME
k, this post will be devoting to venting at myself^^ so if you get bored, just be assured that i think i'll be typing more or less the same thing over and over again. so feel free to not read this post :P haha. cuz i get the feeling people are getting bored of reading my daily life stories of myself-_-hehez
anyway.moving on to the venting.
OH MY GOSH I GOT BACK MY A MATHS PAPER TODAY AND CAN I JUST SAY THAT I AM SO SO SO SO SO SO SO
PISSED AT MYSELF?????EEEEEEEAAAARGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!seriously la. it's like... omg, just can't even
begin to describe my. pissedness-_-
garrrhh. just keeell me. it's like, i lost..oh, i dunno, about
20 marks thanks to carelessness??
carelessness????? i can't lose marks to carelessness! especially not 20 MARKS!!!
rargh. not trying to boast or whatever, in case anyone takes it the wrong way, but last year, i maintained A1s
throughout the year. so it's like
majorly majorly horrible if the first thing i get this year is an F.which i did by the way. get an F i mean.
*noooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo...........*yup.
that is why i want to die.
because, sadly, i only prepared my parents for a
C. and even then they already didn't quite believe me. so how are they gonna react when i bring home an
F?????
i have the answer to that question. they will either:
a. kill themselves
b. kill me
c. make that disappointed face which will make me wanna kill myself
d. get my auntie to take up a course on brainwashing, then send me to malaysia forever to let her give me tuition (aka brainwash)
please choose any one of the above, or all of them too, if you wish
so. this basically summarises the reason why my head now is in utter turmoil. literally. i can
feel the feelings and thoughts and stuff swimming around and around my head, mixing together to become this. blackish-purplish thing-_-
and so i have decided to brainwash myself into delirious oblivion by watching the bang bang tang dvd and anime! :D
