Sunday, April 6, 2008 ♥
emo
sorry. been a while since i last blogged (a week, but whatever).gosh. my life's been like so hectic for the past few days. and now tomorrow im off to malaysia. to see off my grandmother. so called 'see off'. my last farewell ): the shock hasn't quite set in yet. haven't had a good breakdown or whatever. i can feel it coming though. let's just pray it doesn't happen in school.
somehow i've got this strange feeling of foreboding about the trip to malaysia. like. i dunno. something bad's gonna happen
touch wood touch wood.
gahhh. hate this feeling. normally it comes true. had this same feeling when i was saying goodbye to my grandmother the last time i saw her. the same feeling too during my last visit to my grandfather when he was alive.
can't get rid of it.
i can't take anymore grief!! no more, please, God.
my hair too-.- keep stressing about it. i cut my hair yesterday and i look odd. or maybe it just takes some getting used to. but! still. it's weird-ish. more used to it now though. it's actually more practical. doesn't get into my face as much.
it still doesn't help this stupid feeling.
i need to distract myself. shall go and download songs into my iPod now. i shouldn't mope.
