Thursday, January 15, 2009 ♥
yo ho. it's 3.45am and i still dun feel like sleeping
im turning nocturnal -_-
anw. was just stoning at the comp cuz i've finally (pretty much) run out of things to do here and didn't feel like getting up. then i started brooding
to go, or not to go?
that is a QUESTION.
im talking about australia, duh.
gahhhhhh. hate making decisions. what if i make the wrong one??? what if i stay and regret cuz i fail As, or go and regret cuz i changed my mind about which uni/course i wanna take?
..................................
God help me.
friends say stay.
parents say "up to you, it's your choice"
but can (kind of??) feel that maybe, maybe maaaaaybe they want me to stay
i can't read this sort of thing, so i can't be sure -_-
grrrrr gahhh ahhhhh rawr.
this is the sound of my inner conflict.
suck.
and there's an annoying lock of hair that keeps falling into my eyes. i wanna cut it off.
pssshhh.
aus? singapore??
why does life have so many decisions -_-
maybe i'll end up eeny meeny-ing in the end. who knows -___-
